Damn...What has my life came to, God? I'm a king...But I don't control much. I'm a lycan...But I am almost the last one. I'm supposed to be strong...But I am weak. I have been said to be handsome as anyone...But I can't even look in a mirror because when I do, i see what I really am...I'm pitiful...Sigh...Ha, ha, ha... I feel so sick and now with the circumstances...I just want to know why God brought me back just to let this happen to me. Forgive me for saying these things. I'm sure that people don't like this stuff but, It's all I feel right now and I fear that this may be how it will be.

Now the day has come
We are forsaken
There's no time any more
Life will pass us by
We are forsaken
Only ruins stay behind
(Forsaken; Within Temptation)